Missgoober's Journals

OH BUZZNET

It feels like a long time since I actually been OMG I should BUZZNET something and I know it's really sad. I thought I was like maybe I'm over you and I grew out of it, but now I see I was wrong. I miss you my little buzznet and I hope you forgive me. I will continually post and buzz people like always once more. I heart you... always goobster... hahaha that was pretty lame, but im lame for buzznet haha...

yo dudes!

I'm back

DRUNKEN MESS

I went to Hoboken NJ to party last night with my brother and his friends. It was a complete mess. I mean it was ok, but I didnâ�™t really know that much people there because it was his party. I mean I met a couple of people, but everyone was completly wasted that it was pretty scary. I was the only somewhat sober person there. I had to take care of everyone it wasnâ�™t fun at all. I hate being the designated sober. Well ok I wasnâ�™t the only one, but there was more shit face people there than sober people.

The mess doesnâ�™t start until the party ended which was around 3 oâ�™clock in the morning. We were in this pizza place and my brother was cursing at me for no reason and it was pretty funny because he was drunk and no one really cared. Then some random guy called him rude and then hell broke out and he charged on the guy and me and three of his friends had to pull him away beacause we didnâ�™t want to get introuble in hoboken.

We left after and he went to unbuckle his pants in the middle of the street to pee on the wall and these two drunk guys started making fun of him and once again he charged on them and this time it took four people to stop him. The cops came and we all ran out of there. I hate going out with completly shit faced people itâ�™s scary. The boy punched the gate and fell apart and his knuckles were bleeding. It was such a big mistake I should have stayed home than to deal with that shit.

IT's my B-Day i can cry if i want to

BAD B-DAY

I donâ�™t really want to call it a bad b-day, but it sure wasnâ�™t what I wanted it to be like. I hate when some people spoil your good time because their to busy bitching about things. OK, I invited a large amount of people to go out drinking for the night and I understand it was last minute and you can cancel and I wouldnâ�™t even be mad at it.A lot of people did drop out, but some people did show up which made me really happy and they were a fun bunch.

What bothers me is that someone thatâ�™s supposed to be my best friend decided to be a bitch about it. I know you had to wait till 11 to leave your house and is going to be late, but to keep complaining about itâ�™s going to close soon and you wont have time to have fun so you donâ�™t want to go makes me piss off. The place closed at 2:30 and she had at least a good 2 hours to party and she flakes out. She complained texing me how she rather go somewhere else. How do you think that would make me feel if youâ�™re my best friend and you tell me you rather be somewhere else than spend 2 hours with me on my birthday. Then blame me for putting a guilt trip on her. Tell me how her not showing up for my party is my fault. Of course Iâ�™m fucking pissed off. She showed up in the parking lot and complained about not finding parking and left. You were there WHAT THE FUCK! Iâ�™m so angry it hurts for a lot. I shouldnâ�™t worry about it, but I am really pissed about it. I WANT TO CRY IT HURTS THAT YOUR BEST FRIEND FINDS THAT HER HAVING A DRUNKEN NIGHT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SEEING YOU FOR 30 MIN FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY

two new img posted on my blogspot

SEX/LOVE

i was bored and well i love her so i had to make something
out of her.

IMAGINE

i was listening to Pandora radio to my beatles station when
this song came up and i got inspired to make this img on
photoshop

INNER PARTY BAMBOOZLE

I don't know if you read my last journal/blog about BAMBOOZLE this year, but if you did then you know why I'm extremely excited. If you didn't then let me refresh your memory.

"PS: still waiting for Saves The Day or Two Tongues, and Minus The Bear to be added. 8D OHHH and Innerpartysystem and Men Women and Children. I'll take two out of five of those bands and I'll pay 60+ on tickets "

So yeah, guess who's just added in the list:INNERPARTYSYSTEM!!!
I'm not sure if Bamboozle is reading my blog probably not, but if they are then one more from that list and I'm certainly going to ooober excited to go. So yeah I guess I should post my list again just in case you know.

PS AGAIN: still waiting for Saves the Day or Two Tongues, Minus The Bear, Men Women and Children, OHHH and MIDTOWN but that would never happen.

Word To Your Mother

There are some people in the world that you know you canâ�™t stand even if you try with all your insanity to get along with.

and it's just sad when it's your own mother.

TAKING BACK BAMBOOZLE

Ok, well I had been following the additions of the bands for this yearâ�™s Bamboozle line-up and well up until now I wasnâ�™t convinced on defiantly going. Yeah I know NO DOUBT should be a big deal, but itâ�™s just a benefit for me. Then of course thereâ�™s New Found Glory which is so far reason number 2 for me wanting to go, but itâ�™s still â�œehhâ� I can live without. Then thereâ�™s Bayside and canâ�™t forget Cobra Starship, but this only means that Midtown is not playing. Iâ�™m not sure if Iâ�™m more excited or more disappointed at this point, but I guess Iâ�™ll see. I really wished for Midtown, but maybe my hopes and dreams of them coming back together are hopeless. PLEASE GABE JUST ONE MORE NIGHT!

Anyway my reason for this BLOG and my ubber excitement is TAKING BACK SUNDAY!!!! I havenâ�™t seen them since Projekt Revolution two years ago. Itâ�™s been a while ADAM and I miss you. You rock my world.

PS: still waiting for Saves The Day or Two Tongues, and Minus The Bear to be added. 8D OHHH and Innerpartysystem and Men Women and Children. I'll take two out of five of those bands and I'll pay 60+ on tickets

Itâ�™s easier to dream it than to have it

Not to be EMO or anything, but every time it seems like I finally have my life in order it falls apart. It seems like the world is trying with all its might to keep me in this horrible state. A state when trying your hardest is never good enough.

I just got in the NURSING program in my college which is ultimately one of the hardest programs to get into. Iâ�™m proud of myself donâ�™t get me wrong, but now that Iâ�™m in I feel like I need to shoot myself. I feel like since Iâ�™ve worked two hard years for this that I should be celebrating, but no Iâ�™m neurotic paranoid prissy who canâ�™t keep herself together. They are giving me such a hard time running around getting papers here, appointment here, pay here, and jump off this building here. Iâ�™m tired of it, but I know that I just need struggle a little longer and it will be all worth it. I just donâ�™t know how much of this I can take Iâ�™m stressed to the point where I might be hallucinating voices in my head. Itâ�™s hard now.

As if thatâ�™s not enough finally having sort of relationship with a guy I find decent is killing me. I canâ�™t look at him in the eye and say yes I missed you to and you also rock my socks. I canâ�™t stare into his eyes and say anything and I feel really bad about it especially if I know that I do all of those. Itâ�™s easier to dream it than to have it.

For the plus side some of the bands playing in Bamboozle 2009 have been announced. I canâ�™t wait to see No doubt, New Found Glory and Bayside. I hope Saves The Day Plays or at least Two Tongues. I hope Men Women and Children play again and also maybe see Minus The Bear. I guess we will see what they have in store for us.OH YEAH MIDTOWN TOO

James Brown is Dead?

James Brown is Dead?
Or am I just doped up!

Guys I been anti music for a while actually just new music. I canâ�™t seem to find a new band worth listening to recently. Yes itâ�™s true I still have Saves The Day, Minus The Bear, Midtown, Starting Line and Less Than Jake on repeat on my playlist, but I have nothing new. I swear there was a good six months in my life where I decided the hell with it and try to enjoy some new bands from today. I bought albums and went to shows, but after a month or so of singing along to catchy tunes it was over. The hype was gone and Iâ�™m never in the mood play them again.

Guys I think James Brown is really dead (Shwayze).
Anyway if you guys want to break the pattern and let me know of any good bands worthy to listen to Iâ�™d love to try something new.

OHHH PICTURES

I been posting things I made in adobe in this website http://missgoobersgallery.blogspot.com/ so please check it out and comment.

here are some that i already posted.